Exploded pressure

I still hear screaming, again and again. I'm getting bigger than my body, I can no longer control myself. I'm light, but I explode. I no longer recognize my face, that's not me, but pretends to be. I can't find my wings, I am in a deep abyss. I can no longer reborn, the pressure is too high, I drown. And I keep hearing voices on the surface, I can't ignore them, I can't breathe anymore.