Beauty In A Piognant Moment -

Today was first time since late October I have picked up my camera. Had to find the camera bag first. Then I didn't remember how to adjust any settings, although I did remember what to use for fstop, shutter speed etc, just not how to work the camera. It was a nice show, lots of beautiful orchids as usual. I had to go outside a few times to cool off. I think the panic attack I was building wasn't helping, and finally gave up when it started really hitting, good thing I had gotten the car keys from Chris before that point so was able to escape and hide out in the car to calm down while she finished.

see-through-the-eye-of-gI'm a free spirited, fun loving, adventurous, honest, expressive person who appreciates all the quirks & peculiarities that shape our personalities. Recently I've been forced to accept that my (slightly warped) sense of humor apparently has a mind of it's own, interjecting when I least expect it.