my doubter stuck in a very small box

she's stuck

suzienygrenI am a mother to 4 children in age of 1 , 4 ,14 and 17. I am 39 years old and have lived a hard life that was full of drugs fore a about 18 year. but the last 9 years I am clean and live alone whit my kid's. I am a Buddhist and this filosofy is my way to liv. kiss and hugs to all